Good times, good people, lots of laughs, that's all I ask for....

[05 Jun 2006 | Monday]

Good times, good people, lots of laughs, that's all I ask for....
Current mood: crappy

Nine months has passed since my break up with Lance. I'm proud that I do not regret it whatsoever. Thanks again Santos. I rarely speak to Lance now. I only speak to him with FFXI concerns, otherwise we do not communicate. Everytime we speak, we argue. I really don't want to be involved with him. He's a fucking worthless moron. I cannot stand him. The only reason I "try" is because he and my sister are such good friends. I cannot blame them, for they've been good friends for 8 years.

I've moved on, and created a new life with great people. I couldn't be happier.Unfortunately in doing so I have grown apart from my sis. She graduated from college so she spends her days at home. Instead of looking for a job she sits at home playing FFXI. In encourage her to keep in touch with friends but she doesn't. I want to do things with her but it's difficult to get her out of bed, or I have no time. She doesn't charish the time she has, but then again she has an easy life.

Trying to balance school, work, life, Gary and family is difficult. I try my best but it never seems to be enough. There was a time where we would hang out every week, Lance, Cris and I. Those days are now long gone... Cris would like me and Lance to watch X-Men 3 and go out for lunch to celebrate my birthday. Last birthday I didn't get anything from Lance. Nothing. I don't want to see him, he's a depressing scumbag. If I do see him he'll be a complete fake and and act the gentleman role. Makes me puke.

This year I could care less for presents from people. I would rather be in the presence of good friends that I have lost. That is the sole purpose of my birthday, and the long guest list. This is a new year, this is the time for change. Good times, good people, lots of laughs, that's all I ask for.... Hopefully things will be great summer. I am looking forward to some good times ahead.

Wish me and Lydia luck on the Jello Shots!
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My birthday gift to myself...



because I have to play these:





I also want these custom Chucks designed by me.