For those who are concerned...

[23 Apr 2006 | Sunday]

For those who are concerned...

Current mood: sleepy

Yes, I'm alive. I know that a few of you have tried to contact me, I apologize for disappearing from the earth. Alot is happening here with contruction, school, work, and my job search. I have had little sleep, and poor focus. Because of this I have become a stressed out racoon. It doesn't help when you feel like shit. Wednesday I broke down, felt like shit and cried. Thursday I was off and didn't feel much better. Friday I took off from work hoping to get myself together. Unfortunately that didn't happen. Saturday I was some weird emo person. Sometimes I really hate myself for being so damn honest and naive.

Tomorrow is my day off. I will sleep in as much as I can before the jack hammers wake me up. I hope it rains. If it rains then the workers won't come and I will get to sleep... but I cannot sleep too long because I have to empty out a room and paint it... but wait, if it rains then my new window will leak. Damn, you see what I mean!



This is the only window in my "room." The room is actually a room within my room. (Yeah sounds crazy.) Last year we redid my current room and planned to work on the "front room." We still have to paint swatches from last year. lol My sis agreed to give me total control of it's design. It will be a lavender room. I ordered Lilac vertical blinds so I should get them in a few days. My parents decided to put me and my sister's PC in that room, and convert the office into a library. More work and chaos for Izzy. ::Sarcasm:: Yay. I will just make my side of the room into an art studio. It should be fun.




I'm sorry, I am tired as hell. Which means I am super hyper. Actually, I'm not really hyper but my mind is racing like a kid with too much candy. No wait, that's it! I had too much sour candy. I had too much candy because I am tired, and I needed to do HW. HW is done (sorta) for now.

Ok I am off to try and get some sleep. Unless I find something else to keep me awake. Check out my new playlist on MySpace. I spent alot of useless time making it, so you better enjoy it. You see, this is a perfect example of my lack of focus!

-Insomniac Izzy signing off-

No wait! I'm not done yet. I have been highly inspired by ImagineFX. I am in love with Marta Dahlig's artwork. This girl is 21 years old and her work is amazing! I hope to achieve that quality soon. Ok now I am really out. God, I need sleep.